Sorry peeps, meant to update last night.
Both started on the tablets Wednesday.
Were allowed to smoke as normal for the next week or so.
Strange sort of day, felt a bit 'high' at times :-)
Managed to skip a few un-needed fags though, so cut down a bit yesterday.
Side effects so far, giggles and stupidity, like a pair of kids.
Got up this morning, put the kettle on, had a fag, and bang. My head felt like I'd just been slapped.
Wide awake, and feeling guilty for standing there with a fag in my hand. Unreal
Had my cuppa, took todays tablet, got her up, had another fag, didn't really need it, just routine.
I'm been fine at work, just silly thoughts and grinning to myself, I've been a bit busier, which helps.
Less time standing around wondering whether to have a fag or not.
From 6.00am this morning till getting home at 4.30pm, I've had 15 fags
That's about half of what I usually smoke
Not sure what's in these tablets, but apparently it's perfectly normal the way we are feeling
and much better than drifting the other way and feeling miserable, down, sulking, suicidal etc
More tomorrow
Edit: Originally I said:
Our_Lass needs to stop. I don't want to, but I'm trying to be supportive for her
The tablets are seriously changing my mind, (in more ways than one)
I'm actually looking forward to stopping now
Most of you know me with a bee in my bonnet, I won't let it drop, and I wont be beaten by this now
